Let me be blunt. This blog is only written as a means to unleash my inner thoughts and actions that I keep bottled up more often then not. My close and personal friends, which have come down to very few living here in Tampa, know my true nature and intentions. Many would describe me as; kind, giving, loving, generous, cheerful, and positive. Others scorned would describe me as; heartless, cold, selfish, insane, and an over all bitch. To each their own. I know in my heart all I want is true love and world peace ;-).
A wise man once said;
"Before you embark on a journey of revenge, dig two graves."
-Confucius
My past is meant to be left in the past, and I know that now. For example, if I still thought as I use to in my past, I might get upset that my ex best friend is now dating my ex f**k buddy. For example of course. Or, I might be upset that I haven't yet moved into the career position I expected to be in at this point in my life. However, my common sense and now level headed way of thinking after many a bad relationship have thought me a life lesson that I hope never to forget. I just don't give a fuck. Not in a bitter, "I hate the world kind of way," but in a way that I have never given less fucks in my life. There is no time to dwell over matters that no longer concern me nor will prove to be beneficial to my future. If I have not yet achieved my goal career, that just means I am not working hard enough. Life is too short and I am surrounded by much more interesting and profitable situations then my past experiences to concern myself any further. Henceforth only fun is to be had. Drinking, dancing, concerts, friends, family, fame....I want it all and nothing is holding me back.
This sense of awakening comes from my ability to see my true worth. Also, I can now see the worth of the people around me. Instead of giving my all, as I always do to each new person that enters my life, I am learning to say no. Now, I can turn my back on those unworthy of my time and effort. Games are for the unsure. This awakening also comes from meeting a worthy adversary. Constant stimulation, affection, rejection, criticism, love, dining, dancing, courting and of coarse, the sex. These are a few of my favorite things.
Find Yours....
This sense of awakening comes from my ability to see my true worth. Also, I can now see the worth of the people around me. Instead of giving my all, as I always do to each new person that enters my life, I am learning to say no. Now, I can turn my back on those unworthy of my time and effort. Games are for the unsure. This awakening also comes from meeting a worthy adversary. Constant stimulation, affection, rejection, criticism, love, dining, dancing, courting and of coarse, the sex. These are a few of my favorite things.
Find Yours....
